I haven't been here for quite a long time now. It actually feels so... Strange? It's like when you leave your parent's house and then come for a visit. It's familiar, and definitely comforting but, it just doesn't feel like home any more...
I think I've changed too much... This place is so full of memories and smiles and pains and joys... All of them me... Only not the me I'm now...
I've been trying to decide on what to do about it... Maybe it's time to close this door for good? To relocate, to start something new... I don't know... This one is not an easy one... Tears are actually rolling down my cheeks as I write here.
I think I'll just go out the door and leave it ajar, just in case...





